i was very busy on Saturday. So, not that i forgot, but i didn't do what i am supposed to do daily, AND i went over my budget!

Okay, seriously after i commented on being punished severely for going over the budget, i did it! Wow, right? Although it was due to unforeseen circumstances, it was still done and i feel beyond upset about it. i don't want Master to think that i don't appreciate what He does for me. i don't want Him to ever think that i just went over my budget because i just wanted something. It was not the case at all. i would never do that. To me, that would be a sign of disrespect. i will never disrespect Him. Ever.

i emailed Him everything that happened. He did have a chance to email me back and He said He is not mad, but we will discuss it on Monday.

................i was relieved, but to be honest, i still feel horrible. i sincerely and truly hate, even though not deliberate, not following His rules and/or instruction.

Even though i dread the conversation, i do still look forward and love Mondays!!!!